Tuesday, July 24, 2007

9:28 AM missed

3 weeks-the damn best weeks.
i miss germany/tubingen BADLY.
and charly too! :)
now life's back to the same.
how mundane. :(
if time could turn itself back...
yay.jamming was great today. :) playing everything and wherever you'll go :D

you are the soundtrack of my summer♥


Monday, July 23, 2007

2:12 AM







you are the soundtrack of my summer♥


Monday, June 18, 2007

7:19 PM moved along

anyone free massage? go to wenhao! :)

you are the soundtrack of my summer♥


Friday, May 11, 2007

7:02 AM stronger

for now the most important ppl in my life
da the cow
mum the veggeywoman


haven't been updating here.
blog a bit at my new other "blog" :

http://highlowmilk.multiply.com


all i must say lots have been happening.
the encounters.the first time.
i guess every first time makes one stronger.
the dream and encounter really woke me up.
some know about it and i really thank you guys for the support,
encouragement and prayers.
2 Tim 1:7 :)
maybe this would be a turning point for me.
if i do face it again, may God grant me strength and power.
when's he's around there's nothing to fear! :D
anyway to those when you feel your world crumbling around,
Jesus will always be there to catch, he will be the one who picks you up,
He will be the one that Rescue You like he rescue me.
and to let you know, i will be praying for each and everyone of you. :)
right now i'm thirsty for a touch of heaven.
I wanna grow more spiritually in my walk with the Lord.

you are the soundtrack of my summer♥


Friday, April 27, 2007

7:44 AM "let's go and flow"

meet the pufferfishes xP
thasnk mr dan! we love you

ipsyf 2007


ip2s!
:)

syf's over. :(

it's hard to believe it

i remember the psat few 5 months, where school seems to be our home. we would leave the school, watching the stars together, sometimes running for our dear lives to catch the gate before it closes.with each practice, the immense stretching, how from mountains to plateus to grasslands we became, the screaming for pain was good, the HA shouting, the dancing, the bonding, the eating of meiji ice cream and just being with every single ipsyf dancer. it seems that everything seem to come to a standstill. i feels weird. something empty i guess, but the journey was worth it. the reward was silver but with pride. i'm really proud of njwd, juniors, ip2s and seniors (who got gold yay!). that's all i ask for, and the best i could ever deserve.njwd is the reason why i'm in this school living life to the fullest. i breathe,eat,fart dance.

during the annoucement of results, the tension in the room was overpouring, everyone's emoness poured out.even me. and bam, everyone let go. tissue,toilet paper, tears that contain a mixture of feeling of sadness,pride and joy. the hugs and encouragement that gave us the strength to move along. thanks everyone :) although we really look like swollen pufferfish,but went for a nice celebration at Swensens :D ice cream is the best dessert! x)

guess i learn alot from this syf. Determination, courage and to dance like it's your last performance.

you are the soundtrack of my summer♥


Saturday, April 21, 2007

10:01 AM take tomorrow

pics over the weeks.
sis bday :)
om-gwen's extremely hot butt.no one can beat that LOL

lost? haha

WOHO nj 40th student council ! :)


haha mr eng and lakshmi HEH


haha b4 syf prac :)

service was great. could relay feel myself into the heart of worship i guess cause have been missing worship everytime cause always come youth later part as syf prac ends when youth starts.but today could just sing praise to the lord, and i just felt all my fears and anxieties of syf just flow away. syf is like 2 days away, my nervous cells are becoming MORE nervous, till the point they tell you cant do it. but i shall fight that thought, let God take the wheel of the performance and for his glory we shall push ourselves to achieve gold with honest. takes faith to believe i guess. :) just really hope my christian life aint falling apart. i feel far way from God, to a point i feel fragile at times.maybe i'm just following time as it rots, not knowing whether i could reach for God's touch once again.
maybe fear made friends with me.but i'm trying to breakaway.i want back my life.
today was really great! haven't been so happy till today, like felt so relax for once.after service went to pizza hut.while we were waiting fo rour pizza, we started playing those psychis games.LOL and hhaha SOMEONE chose tiger that has sex like 60 times a day! ZOMG.lol.and aletheia also had a story ended up i chose the speed of the waterfall to be 10, and haha i shall not elaborate further. xP joash and syahir came along,showing us magic tricks! woho. yes! i managed to guess! woho.i inspire to retire as a magician.coolness!
after that went to bbp starbucks, met ian,tits,kel,nic,caleb,gal and sab. Me, lisa and kristy gone hyper with the caramel frap craze, but decided to order the new flavour banana java, which was not bad la.the guys made me call this free girls hot line, haha cuase they wanted to see if got any hot girl pick up, end up some computerized voice.LOL.omg starbucks has like #$^&* newspapers.the rabbit and merlion.wth haha.then we started camwhoring.mag got crazy of my arse.HAHA.and yes kristy took a very very nice picture. woho. after that bused home with krisy poo.
oo kid's meal

haha the whoel cashier had a hard time counting.
:D
group pic, with joash and syahir hiding behind
yay!my fave time

happy

more happy
happiest!
see told you mag loves my arse, she took a video of it.LOL

was looking thru my old hp's pics LOL
me n sis at countdown party 2005
me n jaime b4 velocity
ACBC! HAHA
at house dinner
haha at nicol's house when he had to do a dare and model around LOL
haha when ian looked gay.oh and me and rebecca went to support aflame lol
hahaha prep for velocity.haha gideon looks like some makeup artist
HAHAH jan blow-drying his hiar.Zomg looks...
"Take Tomorrow (One Day At A Time)"
You got lost,
For a while.
You've been trying to find a smile.
You got stood up, then you fell down,
and when you needed ,
there was no one 'round.
You loved the previews and hate the movie.
You scream at the screen, "Something move me!"
before you start to fade away.
Give me all your fear, Throw it all away.
and think about the good things, no matter what they say,
we'll take tomorrow baby, yeah,
one day at a time.
You just stare into space,
you found love but it got erased,
you're on the road with all the stoplights,
and you're too afraid to turn the wrong from right.
You ate your soul and it made ya fat,
starve yourself from everything else
that makes you completely full.
So give me all your fear, throw it all away.
Think about the good things, no matter what they say.
We'll take tomorrow baby, yeah,
one day at a time.
So you run, so you hide,
and you watched as they die,
they all fell, you could fall too,
or you could sew your wings and try to fly right through.
Give me all your fear, throw it all away.
Think about the good things, no matter what they say.
We'll take tomorrow baby, yeah,
One day at a time.
One day at a time.

you are the soundtrack of my summer♥


Tuesday, April 17, 2007

4:18 AM bens&jerrys love

the best i ever had: sis
happy birthday pretty!
pics from the feb,march babies! :)
blow the candles
:D




非你莫属


懂得讓我微笑的人
再沒有誰比你有天份
輕易闖進我的心門
明天的美夢你完成

整個宇宙
浩瀚無邊的盡頭
每顆渺小星球
全都繞著你走

愛我 非你莫屬
我只願 守護
由你給我的幸福
愛我 非你莫屬
也許會 笑著哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦

懂得讓我流淚的人
給的感動一定是最深
在我心中留下傷痕
你同時點亮了星辰

看 那麼多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地設般產生奇跡
哦 我心的縫隙
我想除了你
任誰也無法填補這空虛






somethings change,some remain.








i'm dying to improve my german before going on the german exchange program.RACHEL DONT GET KISSED BY A GERMAN GIRL.YES DONT GET KISS!! eugene is lucky, he doesn't face a situation of a german guy coming up to kiss him.Haha. was shocked to hear german girls just kiss each other publicly in their schools. :X ANYWAYS MUST BRUSH UP GERMAN! :) heh. today i learn what is:

1) SEHR GUT -very good! (commenting on their food)

2) NOT to say "Du bist dumm!" (cause i'm not dumb)

3) or also call myself Dummkopf (dumbhead!)

4) Alles ist gut gelaufen! (everything's good!)

5) Not to bring Asian recipts BUT recipes.(LOL)

6) German girls often don't shave arms and legs (will i be considered a naked hairless mole rat?)

7) Germans don't necessarily take a shower a day (must be the weather, don't try it in Singapore)

8) Don't raid their small refrigerators. ( that wld be hard! xP )

9)FKK! - Magazines! -Sex scene on TV! (oh my dear)

10) German girls may be arm in arm and dance together (...)



gosh,heard that it's polite to finish all their food.O GOTT!i will die cause i dont have a big stomach.i will need more memory card cause after lookign at the german trip pics, scenery is breathtaking.and WHY ARE GERMAN PEOPLE SO TALL? x) i think german dads are pretty cool,they grow pigtails!


although missing OBS :( but there's one at the end of the year.plus relaly wanna go leumuk! i worried about the leeches attack! x) xue min was telling me how they suck blood.OH MY.


a few more days till actual SYF! it's so near.so unbelievable.but let's give it our all.my gut feeling leans towards gold.hope it's correct this time.God take the wheel of our performance.take away the anxieties.we will pull it through. i know we can!

MY SORT OF SUCESSFUL SURPRISE FOR SIS:

-went to bake a ice cream cake for sis.without knowing she came in and saw me washign up and asked me what i was doing, so i bluffed her saying i was baking cookies for my seniors!

-stupidly put the ice cream cake in the freezer cause celine's mother delivered two tubs of bens and jerry's ice cream, and i forgot that she will have ot put it in the fridge.SO SHE SAW THE CAKE! xP thank God she thought it was for my seniors hee

- was in my room blowing balloons.OMG i shouldn't have put beads into it, coz the 2nd ballon EXPLODED BIGGER THAN HIROSHIMA BOMB, and omg the beads were flying everywhere, omg sounds like a counterstrike game, FIREEEE!!! haha. omg i was like darn it, she prolly heard the loud explosion. and unexpectedly she came into the room to take the camera, and she saw the unblowed balloons on my bed and gave me a puzzled stare.

-thought i was doomed she found out.

-called jan to help me in the surprise.asked him to call my home at 11.45 to ask for me, then i suppose to bluff that i was sleeping, my SIS believed! haha.

-12.00am was at her door, called home using hp, she picked up. "hey! i'm at your door"

-she opens to find a SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


-and yay! she was REALLLLY surprised ^^ hoho

-LOVE YOU SWEET 20 SIS!


FREE BENS&JERRY'S TODAYY :)

you are the soundtrack of my summer♥