sweetest thing

missed

2007-07-24T09:28:00.000-07:00

3 weeks-the damn best weeks.

i miss germany/tubingen BADLY.

and charly too! :)

now life's back to the same.

how mundane. :(

if time could turn itself back...

yay.jamming was great today. :) playing everything and wherever you'll go :D

2007-07-23T02:12:00.000-07:00

moved along

2007-06-18T19:19:00.000-07:00

anyone free massage? go to wenhao! :)

stronger

2007-05-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

for now the most important ppl in my life

da the cow

mum the veggeywoman

haven't been updating here.

blog a bit at my new other "blog" :

http://highlowmilk.multiply.com

all i must say lots have been happening.
the encounters.the first time.
i guess every first time makes one stronger.
the dream and encounter really woke me up.
some know about it and i really thank you guys for the support,
encouragement and prayers.
2 Tim 1:7 :)
maybe this would be a turning point for me.
if i do face it again, may God grant me strength and power.
when's he's around there's nothing to fear! :D
anyway to those when you feel your world crumbling around,
Jesus will always be there to catch, he will be the one who picks you up,
He will be the one that Rescue You like he rescue me.
and to let you know, i will be praying for each and everyone of you. :)
right now i'm thirsty for a touch of heaven.
I wanna grow more spiritually in my walk with the Lord.

"let's go and flow"

2007-04-27T07:44:00.000-07:00

meet the pufferfishes xP

thasnk mr dan! we love you

ipsyf 2007

ip2s!

syf's over. :(

it's hard to believe it

i remember the psat few 5 months, where school seems to be our home. we would leave the school, watching the stars together, sometimes running for our dear lives to catch the gate before it closes.with each practice, the immense stretching, how from mountains to plateus to grasslands we became, the screaming for pain was good, the HA shouting, the dancing, the bonding, the eating of meiji ice cream and just being with every single ipsyf dancer. it seems that everything seem to come to a standstill. i feels weird. something empty i guess, but the journey was worth it. the reward was silver but with pride. i'm really proud of njwd, juniors, ip2s and seniors (who got gold yay!). that's all i ask for, and the best i could ever deserve.njwd is the reason why i'm in this school living life to the fullest. i breathe,eat,fart dance.

during the annoucement of results, the tension in the room was overpouring, everyone's emoness poured out.even me. and bam, everyone let go. tissue,toilet paper, tears that contain a mixture of feeling of sadness,pride and joy. the hugs and encouragement that gave us the strength to move along. thanks everyone :) although we really look like swollen pufferfish,but went for a nice celebration at Swensens :D ice cream is the best dessert! x)

guess i learn alot from this syf. Determination, courage and to dance like it's your last performance.

take tomorrow

2007-04-21T10:01:00.000-07:00

pics over the weeks.

sis bday :)

om-gwen's extremely hot butt.no one can beat that LOL

lost? haha

WOHO nj 40th student council ! :)

haha mr eng and lakshmi HEH

haha b4 syf prac :)

service was great. could relay feel myself into the heart of worship i guess cause have been missing worship everytime cause always come youth later part as syf prac ends when youth starts.but today could just sing praise to the lord, and i just felt all my fears and anxieties of syf just flow away. syf is like 2 days away, my nervous cells are becoming MORE nervous, till the point they tell you cant do it. but i shall fight that thought, let God take the wheel of the performance and for his glory we shall push ourselves to achieve gold with honest. takes faith to believe i guess. :) just really hope my christian life aint falling apart. i feel far way from God, to a point i feel fragile at times.maybe i'm just following time as it rots, not knowing whether i could reach for God's touch once again.

maybe fear made friends with me.but i'm trying to breakaway.i want back my life.

today was really great! haven't been so happy till today, like felt so relax for once.after service went to pizza hut.while we were waiting fo rour pizza, we started playing those psychis games.LOL and hhaha SOMEONE chose tiger that has sex like 60 times a day! ZOMG.lol.and aletheia also had a story ended up i chose the speed of the waterfall to be 10, and haha i shall not elaborate further. xP joash and syahir came along,showing us magic tricks! woho. yes! i managed to guess! woho.i inspire to retire as a magician.coolness!

after that went to bbp starbucks, met ian,tits,kel,nic,caleb,gal and sab. Me, lisa and kristy gone hyper with the caramel frap craze, but decided to order the new flavour banana java, which was not bad la.the guys made me call this free girls hot line, haha cuase they wanted to see if got any hot girl pick up, end up some computerized voice.LOL.omg starbucks has like #$^&* newspapers.the rabbit and merlion.wth haha.then we started camwhoring.mag got crazy of my arse.HAHA.and yes kristy took a very very nice picture. woho. after that bused home with krisy poo.

oo kid's meal

haha the whoel cashier had a hard time counting.

group pic, with joash and syahir hiding behind

yay!my fave time

happy

more happy

happiest!

see told you mag loves my arse, she took a video of it.LOL

was looking thru my old hp's pics LOL

me n sis at countdown party 2005

me n jaime b4 velocity

ACBC! HAHA

at house dinner

haha at nicol's house when he had to do a dare and model around LOL

haha when ian looked gay.oh and me and rebecca went to support aflame lol

hahaha prep for velocity.haha gideon looks like some makeup artist

HAHAH jan blow-drying his hiar.Zomg looks...

"Take Tomorrow (One Day At A Time)"

You got lost,

For a while.

You've been trying to find a smile.

You got stood up, then you fell down,

and when you needed ,

there was no one 'round.

You loved the previews and hate the movie.

You scream at the screen, "Something move me!"

before you start to fade away.

Give me all your fear, Throw it all away.

and think about the good things, no matter what they say,

we'll take tomorrow baby, yeah,

one day at a time.

You just stare into space,

you found love but it got erased,

you're on the road with all the stoplights,

and you're too afraid to turn the wrong from right.

You ate your soul and it made ya fat,

starve yourself from everything else

that makes you completely full.

So give me all your fear, throw it all away.

Think about the good things, no matter what they say.

We'll take tomorrow baby, yeah,

one day at a time.

So you run, so you hide,

and you watched as they die,

they all fell, you could fall too,

or you could sew your wings and try to fly right through.

Give me all your fear, throw it all away.

Think about the good things, no matter what they say.

We'll take tomorrow baby, yeah,

One day at a time.

bens&jerrys love

2007-04-17T04:18:00.000-07:00

the best i ever had: sis

happy birthday pretty!

pics from the feb,march babies! :)

blow the candles

非你莫属

懂得讓我微笑的人
再沒有誰比你有天份
輕易闖進我的心門
明天的美夢你完成

整個宇宙
浩瀚無邊的盡頭
每顆渺小星球
全都繞著你走

愛我非你莫屬
我只願守護
由你給我的幸福
愛我非你莫屬
也許會笑著哭
但那人是你所以
不怕苦

懂得讓我流淚的人
給的感動一定是最深
在我心中留下傷痕
你同時點亮了星辰

看那麼多相遇
偏偏只和你
天造地設般產生奇跡
哦我心的縫隙
我想除了你
任誰也無法填補這空虛

somethings change,some remain.

i'm dying to improve my german before going on the german exchange program.RACHEL DONT GET KISSED BY A GERMAN GIRL.YES DONT GET KISS!! eugene is lucky, he doesn't face a situation of a german guy coming up to kiss him.Haha. was shocked to hear german girls just kiss each other publicly in their schools. :X ANYWAYS MUST BRUSH UP GERMAN! :) heh. today i learn what is:

1) SEHR GUT -very good! (commenting on their food)

2) NOT to say "Du bist dumm!" (cause i'm not dumb)

3) or also call myself Dummkopf (dumbhead!)

4) Alles ist gut gelaufen! (everything's good!)

5) Not to bring Asian recipts BUT recipes.(LOL)

6) German girls often don't shave arms and legs (will i be considered a naked hairless mole rat?)

7) Germans don't necessarily take a shower a day (must be the weather, don't try it in Singapore)

8) Don't raid their small refrigerators. ( that wld be hard! xP )

9)FKK! - Magazines! -Sex scene on TV! (oh my dear)

10) German girls may be arm in arm and dance together (...)

gosh,heard that it's polite to finish all their food.O GOTT!i will die cause i dont have a big stomach.i will need more memory card cause after lookign at the german trip pics, scenery is breathtaking.and WHY ARE GERMAN PEOPLE SO TALL? x) i think german dads are pretty cool,they grow pigtails!

although missing OBS :( but there's one at the end of the year.plus relaly wanna go leumuk! i worried about the leeches attack! x) xue min was telling me how they suck blood.OH MY.

a few more days till actual SYF! it's so near.so unbelievable.but let's give it our all.my gut feeling leans towards gold.hope it's correct this time.God take the wheel of our performance.take away the anxieties.we will pull it through. i know we can!

MY SORT OF SUCESSFUL SURPRISE FOR SIS:

-went to bake a ice cream cake for sis.without knowing she came in and saw me washign up and asked me what i was doing, so i bluffed her saying i was baking cookies for my seniors!

-stupidly put the ice cream cake in the freezer cause celine's mother delivered two tubs of bens and jerry's ice cream, and i forgot that she will have ot put it in the fridge.SO SHE SAW THE CAKE! xP thank God she thought it was for my seniors hee

- was in my room blowing balloons.OMG i shouldn't have put beads into it, coz the 2nd ballon EXPLODED BIGGER THAN HIROSHIMA BOMB, and omg the beads were flying everywhere, omg sounds like a counterstrike game, FIREEEE!!! haha. omg i was like darn it, she prolly heard the loud explosion. and unexpectedly she came into the room to take the camera, and she saw the unblowed balloons on my bed and gave me a puzzled stare.

-thought i was doomed she found out.

-called jan to help me in the surprise.asked him to call my home at 11.45 to ask for me, then i suppose to bluff that i was sleeping, my SIS believed! haha.

-12.00am was at her door, called home using hp, she picked up. "hey! i'm at your door"

-she opens to find a SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-and yay! she was REALLLLY surprised ^^ hoho

-LOVE YOU SWEET 20 SIS!

FREE BENS&JERRY'S TODAYY :)

2007-04-14T09:24:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY soon TO MY DEAREST SIS! :)

you have been the greatest sis that no one even I should deserve, cause you are worth like zillions of diamonds. you can be serious, you can be Retarded, but most of all i love you. :) now your 19 going on 20, every year we get older, you're growing taller, prettier, boobs growing saggier (JKJK haha). dun really look forward to you going to university overseas, cause that means another person less in the house since kor is already studying overseas.argh. but love you two to bits, no mater how annoying your can be at times(applying mostly to kor xP)haha, but your still give me the best mixtape i had, couldn't ask God f0r more. I enjoy the sister secrets time together, where we would just share about our life and inspire,encourage,advice each other,and you are like the best counsellor on this face of the Earth, who never fails to provide me with the ultramost support. I wun trade the world for you, cause you are already the world to me. Hopefully you get a boyfriend soon, then i can ka jiao him.HAHA. but that doens't mean you ditch me.YOUR BEST FRIEND.Haha.alright May the Lord continue to guide you in all his ways,and even times when i can't be there to support you, just wanna let you know that God is always carrying you along the sand in which you thought you were along, He is there to protect and guide you in whatever you do. LOVE YOU SIS! :)

aint she loveable? hahaa

bday celebration-fergo

lobster with squid ink sauce spaghetti

gosh i can't believe dad and bro order rabbit's meat. POOR THING

salmon! but with like raw vegeys xP

my shot!

i think we are becoming to look alike,just that she's prettier

ahhh

sisters for life :) this is what i always feel blessed for. a sister

hhahah damn farni, coz i ask someone*coughs* what day it was and he so blur tell me it was 16 arpil! xD haha coz i havne't bought a cake for sis, so i used the morning breakfast muffin as the bday cake.hoping ot surprise my sis.

me: HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU...

sis: huh??

me: happy birthday to you!

sis: it's not my bday today?

me: what??

hahaaha we ended laughing over it.haha esp went i gone thru much to deliver the false alarm bday cake. x)

nice? :D haha

happy bday!

and the princess blows her candles

antoher thing i wanna thank God for is for my dear OM group. they are like the coolest, retardest,funniest, corniest bunch of jokers!.haha i'm finally relieved OM ends today.SO HAPPY we got in 3rddddd!!!!!! RUNNERS UP! heh. :) woho our hard work paid off ^^. winning the 4th place is one thing.but the most important thing i felt was the bond among HOTSLUGS!as om seems to make us super busy in preparation we always used to say "we have no life", but actully come to think of it, despite our pain, tiredness, tears, heavvvy walking...the happiness,encouragement, joy, laughter, farting overweighs everything. at this point, i really realllyy feel so blessed to be able to work with different people from my level, forge strong friendships, which what i felt i gain the most out of OM. the experience having to dramatize,doing spontaneous etc, reayly grant me a memorable ooprtunity i will always treasure. there are so many crazy things we have doen so far:

1. ATE LIKE ONE WHOLE FACTORY OF MEIJI

2. beocming almost potent drinking super concentreted milo, plus more milo fro every OM prac. x)

3. trying nuch's maggie mee creation-maggie noodles with chicken and corn soup, which turn out nice ^^

4. me n nuch learnign san and gwen's hand game.hahaha.we nearly got the hang of it! :D

5. HAI DAIIIII!! ;D haha which was of course invented by wong li mou, in which chen xi still deosn't know

6. nuch, chenxi and andy using only 1 trolley to transport the backdrop form nuch's house to school, but thankfully a kind lorry uncle helped :)

7. andy's scooter stunt that send him 5 knuckles injury plus many mroe injuries.

8. spraying silver paint on nuch, which wasn't a good idea,as it started to hurt n was so tough to remove, but nuch's manage to endure!she's my superwoman!

9.me and gwen spending damn long at mustafa, and haivng to walk a "desert" to school.haha

10. late hours in school ( it's like school become our home ground)

11. sleepovers at nuch's house!

12. making friends with nuch's dog.SNOWY simply loves us ( haha esp EUGENE who claims she's a bitch)

13. breaking the trohpy into 2 pieces.HAHAHA x) "hey mrs virgina ching, we have 2 trophies instead

14. playign the pigs' heart attack. i was 4th grade pig xP

15. eatin chenxi's DAMN INTERESTING food.wait no PACKET FOOD.haha, there were like small package beef sandwich, packet fish, packet pork, packet milk tablets.hahhaa.coz we have only see thing such as beef jerkey.LOL.and the packet was liek tomato sauce packet kind. xP you can imagine xP

17.the snoring during sleepover (CHENXI) hahaha

18. the entrance for our spontaneous ^^

19. the screams,tears,joy,laughter.

20.all the above

anws there's next year! hoepfully we can claim maybe silver! haha x) or gold.lol. but everyone really did a great job.i remember matthew always saying, dun strive for perfection, but just give your best.every single one has done their best to make this whole thing possible. although there were sacrifices along thh way, like missing syf practices, ccas, holidays, but it was all worth it. :)

hotslugs, you guys really bring out the best in me, and most of all a smile. :D thanks nuch,chenxi,san,gwen, andy and eugene. :)

presenting to you HOTSLUGS :)

we are cooler then your mother xD

i'm amazed

2007-04-12T08:52:00.000-07:00

SYF's SOOOOOOO SOOOOOOOONN and OM IS TOMORRROOOOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

WWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!

okaye i'm pretty shagged this whole week.rushing homework, practising om coming home after 10 having to finish pile of hw :( having 4 or less hours of sleep -gosh a few teachers caught me dozing off, and syf practices ( i really i wana join but can't till next week.when om's over!)

i truely love NJWD. AT this point in time, may we perservere to the end, and not be let down or affected by other things.coz we can do all things through God who i know will see us through this. gold with honest may seem impossible, but let's believe in the impossible ^^ PT FUN FUN as always.feel accomplished.

HOTSLUGS! tmr's the finalll. doh not really geared up, but let's put in our bestttt in whatever we do.HAVE FUN and MORE MEIJI and MILO and just fight till tight.who knows chen xi's dream might come true ^^

ANWS!!!!HAVEN'T BEEN BLOGGIN.ppl you can snatch pics here! haha

last sunday went for vicky's bday dinner after om :) had lunch with relatives from malaysia.my fave-japp!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAREST VICKY!!! Just wanna say thanks for the sweet memories back then in mg. i missed you guys so mucch, look forward in catching up with you guys during holis.and man you grown prettier! :D hot with contacts! Everyone seems to be growing older and yes you are legally 16.WOHO! :) let's catch nc16 soon. Hope you like the top! must wear next time we go out! HAHA. okie God bless you and all the best for O's!

alot of ppl's bday seems to fall around this april.so i shall wish everyone here too! hahaa. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to amandaaa (will get your halter bra soon LOL), jared (you hotarse.let's murder elmo anytime), cheoky ( my dearr chicken wing & HORSE haha your damn fun to poke), davina ( smallie but come in good package.LOVES thanks for being a freind close at heart), avril (woho your bday is the same as my sis.soon 16 ^^), matthew ( May the Lord continue leading you), Jerome (May the Lord continue using you and great bassist!). HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE.

bday girl!

me n izzy

syll! ( thanks for the talk on the buss!)

my dars

me n jujubird

ice creamm! I SCREAM!

they love david beckham!

blessed bunch of friends

circle of life!

On Saturday night went for danceworks competition! :)

PURIFY ROCKS MY SOCKS.our seniors were like kanaGOODDDDD

whoel dance item looks like perfect. i'm so proud of themm.!!great seeing everyoen of them and how some change outwardly too!!! heh

hahah this would be the first time you see me really pinning all

my fringe up.NEAT RIGHTTT!!

ROMAN'S HAIR IS DAMMMNN COOL couldn't recgonise him x)

oo taufik also sang!

the winners!

maucks

seniorss!

german magazines are cool siah

ip2s with shiwei!

IP2s +hot krystal!

IP2 LOVE

GOOD FRIDAY!!! :)

had om.then went to church for easter program. woho sonicedge came. ALOT OF people filled the grace sanctruary by God's faithfulness. ;) and quite alto accepted christ YESSS :) woho bought sonicedge shirt.coz was in the hospitality commitee, then at the end had to do refreshment.me and pris felt so bad cause we had to tell the grannies and grandpas that the food reception was only for youths. omg so poor thing. but i really love old ppl. how cute.cam whore here and there, passing around msg that we were giving matt and jerome surprise bday cake! haha :)

enjoyed EASTER and the best [art of it, God died for us and rose up again after 3 days. ;) that's the power of God.

mirror!

the guitarist

band

singer and testimony

God's work

haha cam's a bit blur xP

atfer service!

hi jon!

hospitality :D

at the booth

bday cake!

haha cool shirtsss!

HAHHAHAHA jon that looks wrongg

clarice cheee

me n jan

retarded kor n mei

cheese!

When God made you, must have been thinking about me

more to come!

2007-04-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

went to send da off at airport on sunday

aww how sweet :)

daddy's girls :)
the retarded daughters

thr crucible acting was hilarious. xP

me: she makes me drink blood!

joce: blood?

ting: my baby's blood?

dav: no no she gives de chicken blood.

(eugene was stuck in his lines so there was this awkwards PAUSE)

hahaha and suddenly xuemin broke the silence : hmm...chicken blood...

HAHHA omg.it was hilarious, coz xm tried covering it up. xP

inside joke.haha :)

bee's handcuffs

syf prac at ucc on thurday night.!

after prac went to nuch's house to do om n sleepover! :)

look at nuch's cool hairstyle!

the om girls! + andy and eugene

fishbone on sat! kairo's dance aftermath

hahah meet the fishbone king!

the crowd :)

me n mag

nicole and apple stickers! :)

haha hi ian n tits

woho shopped like crazy with mum. yay.i'm happy.

bought black shorts,pants,hot red bag,leotard.mum bought dman alot of tops.haha.

ahh mona lisa :)

Things i have learnt throughout last week thursday till today:

1)syf pracs = determination :) i believe we can do it!

2) OM soon i love my hotslugs.let's own it. :)

3) fishbone= blast! woho thanks to God's glory and faithfulness

4) syahir and i learnt to smile and nod our heads when we blur conversations.haha it always work.

5) always to get hp back from photographer! haha

6) borrow leon's kitchen to make cookies in the future, the cookies sold were de-li-cious!

7) painting jerome blue

8) telling mag i'm the the centre of nowhere through the walkie talkie :P

9) army brings out the coolest hairstyles in ppl! HAHA

10) ah gong mark should never put blame on rachel, coz andrew doesn't trust him.HAHA

11) dun look down when you are near peter, coz you will see the WOLS signal.

12) i'm proud of the sec 1s fishbone waiters!

13) i love the fishbone crew! :)

14) i thank God for the dance ministry :)

15) never get shocked while enjoying a banana supper

16) i've been fooled on april fool's day

17) fang fooled me with bad news.LOL

18) stradic fooled me with emo news. xP

19) wl said he was in indian dance oh my.i couldn't believe i fell for that. thanks for sharing your philosophy.

20) ian tan i will get back my sweet vengeance yum.

21) Red Earth has GREAT promotions

22) Decisions in life are hard to make.i'm caught in btw a few.

23) Germany or OBS or london?? rachel make up your mind!

24) woho i learnt german words today

25) no eugene there's no such thing as ich nuine liebt dich or ich liebt dich nicht. "VIE GATES"! :)

26)sae rang hae yo-is a polite word in jap to say i love you

27) 2.4km-deproved :( damn the strong sun

28) soursop ice blended rocks and so does the new jap food.

29) i wanna watch freedon writers after watching the movie sneaks on mtv.it's about how ppl free themselves when they tell their life stories. :)

30) i learnt the new HI-5 cheer from the crazy dance seniors.and i simply adore stan's (aka lim bei's) jelly beans. :D

WOAH :) 30 things in just a few days. :)

finally blogged

2007-03-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

week after march holidays.disatrous.collectign of test papers.did badly for chinese.i got prac the twisted number of the actual score.you can imagine. damn bad :( need improvement.wo yao jiang duo hua yu! science papers were even ALAMAK. maths papers are still satisfactory. :) at least. i need to buck up for mids.dies.that means more mugging.

anws found some new device in my phone called the "face wrap" SUPER interesting. :D will upload the SUPER funny faces soon.

mr eng: huiting what other factors would you look out for in a job?

huiting: erm good working conditions?

mr eng: why?

huiting: coz you wun wanna work with chi go peks around.

mr eng: WHAT? CHICKEN BAKE?

HHAHA mr eng. hearing prob.

oh in biosphere we learnt the best longest food chain

VEGETABLES->GERO->ANH (gero's tofu)

HAHA

sunday:(25 march)

went to church for dance.had some prayer meeting before that.which relaly encouraged me to perserve more and not give up.felt really and deeply encourage.prayer is the key to everything :) anws dnacing was pretty fun.worked out steps with dori n mich. and josh left behind his paris hilton book!.haha and peter was sayign how amos cropped it the other time when it was first bought and the look on joshua's face.haha pricelesss.peter owes me BIG time for making me trip in my SKIRT.omg.i hope no one saw any coffee shop. x(P

to my dearest shopping bestie.

haha i luv that retarded pic on your blog.LOL

OMG! look how i peel! xP

What Would Jesus Do?

haha caleb looks gay

eelin! mary poppins!

sat: after dnace prac,went to churhc.after service had to stay back for fishbone gathering.had dinner b4 that.ian tan was going around sniffing ppl's food and decided to prey on syahir's fries.haha.jan had nothign better to do but spit ice with the straw thingy.eww.anws bought a carton of vegey juice.yum.went back to church.was incharge of ice breakers.so tried some umbrella game.din work :( so end up playing wacko with an umbrella! joshua and ian A forfeited and had to write my name with their asses.LOL. i have the video.blackmail! xP

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HDB hub is pretty nice inside

in the waiting seats

some hwa chong who sang not bad.there was another yong boy who sang sae ran hae yo.he was really good. only sec 2 got so much potential

haha spot fiona xie!

going on stage soon

friday: went to help out at some dance bliss, mr gn was part of organising. the little kids were really.was quite fun though and tiring ushering the littel kids around.the elf guy was really adorable.then after that went to toa payoh to do HDB project.and gang hao, they were having xiao yuan superstar auds! and it was such a surprise banging into zhi rui and xian yong who were auditioning! haha so went to hub to take pic.and guess what i bumped into denise.so we help each other take pics. if not it would be embarrassing if we ask like outsiders to take pic of us outside HDB hub,like who in the world would choose such background xP anws after that went bakc to support the 2 guys. and when we were standing among the crowd.we saw Chian siang! hahaa. heard he went to auds 2 dyas after that and got in. and yay! zr and xy also got in! woho. :D congrats to 3 of your.^^

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from avy's blog!

:D b4 nus!

ahh my gross tube tanline. xP

i love this bruised dance.

the forbidden love

dan's solo!

that guy in the middle spinned ZILLION TIMES. and he doens't fell giddy at all. scary xP

the coffeebeaners!

shy!

thursday: went for dance prac.went for another concert at NUS. woo dan performed too. x) dav broke her heel some how.we had a hard tiem finding mcdonalds.lol.after perfromance, went to have supper with avril, chupps,amanda and stanley at holland v COFFEBEAN. x) laugh and laugh and drink and talk.woho.i LOVE AVRIL'S SHIT CARTOON STICKER ON HER PHONE! of which they call cream? haha it's cute hot shit.haha.and of course chupps had her cheesecake.

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we can cook kaye!

squinch~!

our dear welfare officials!

avril!

yi ting :)

old mg girls!

the 2 rachels hee

weizhong.act cute! haha

me and ballet girls!

syf team :D

split!

ballet girls!

hot guy alert!

haha jump! look at chuyun's legs! xD

coconut tree dance

tricia!

dear ip1s!

reflection

nearly bought this top. xD

you noe i simply love red dresses ^^ amanda said

i was wearing linguire.LOL

last last wednesday. (march holi LOL)

had western dance outing! how fun! met liyana and char to cook french fries and sausages and fishballs in the morning. then we were runnign late.so we smsed yoga saying "hey! we are also there 40 more minutes more!" HAHA x) okaye met everyone at the sentosa busstop.reached the beach.we though pigs were running wild in sentosa,when it turned out to be a peacock that crossed our path,giving us a HUGE fright.haha.had delicious lunch.then played monkey! :D then atfer that got into teams.our team was called CHINcillas,coz MR chin chi tarng was in our group.lol.played some dog and bone again.and filled up the water thingy.haha which we got LAST LOL.coz we couldn't get water.so we just added more and more sand to look full. x)

oh yea we played truth and dare. x) haha sherlyn had to run around the volleycourt and scream i love wd! esp when ppl were playing in the court.HAHA. amanda had to tell the lifeguard. "i love you! thanks for saving the signapore seas!" liyana had to pole dance around avril, tricia had to tell timothy he was damn bloody hot.LOL. i had to do a body wave in front of some guys burrying some guy.omg super embarrassing.but was fun.woho chuyun even uploaded the videos. xP

CAMWHORE.then went to vivo to shop.bought some Forever 21 shirt.went home around 8 smth with liyana.had a heart to heart talk.thanks dear! :D mag was damn evil.was toking to her on my way home.and 852 took super long to come can! i wanted to pee dman badly.and mag was evil enough to try making "ssshhh" noise. OMG. i was gonna kill the busdriver.i swear.haha.

tuesday: can't rmb wad i did. x) monday had dance prac then went to smu for dan's dance performance.NICEE.then went for supper and night shopping at plaza sing. ^^

"Tonight, she'll be fragile"

2007-03-21T23:55:00.000-07:00

have a sudden inspiration of shades of blue to write a poem.

hmm.title, i give de "Tonight, she'll be fragile"

She'll wear smile.

She'll pretend everything's fine,
when inside she's dieing.
Would you dare;
Let her fall again?
She can no longer take much more,
She can only feel

hidden.

her heart like a seasonal parking coupon,
run---ing away from being

tor
n
.

She'll be fragile.
Just for tonight.

have so much in mind to blog about.
will blog soon.

let's go on top of the world where

we can be anything.

5 minutes to midnight

2007-03-16T06:45:00.001-07:00

arghh blogger sucks.i took damn long to upload pics and post. and they had to have error, so now everything's gone. i shall blog another day. :(

danceworks pics and fmaily pics

2007-03-12T09:08:00.000-07:00

more pics!

lucky ASS!

during malaysia trip.retarded aren't we?

smelly poot

i need fresh air

i miss bro. oh wells. this like damn long ago.when kor left for holland.
anws thank you God for this family.
i cannot ask for more.

the 2 muskateers. x)

during dance works.will upload more soon.blogger takes damn long xP

me n char!

the girls

shiwei,me,adi

chupps!

yingting.you hot babe!

yoga the damn "nice" senior.hahaha

anastaysia!

the girls doing prep

the guys!

drug free~!

damn cool.they have this kind of sushi. xP

liyana biana

danceworks!

say hi to my beloved caramel frap

njwd love

spot the hidden mickey. (this is chups blueberry cheescake)

she was fragile.

she was broken.

she was tomorrow.

never yesterday.

holy is the lord

2007-03-04T08:49:00.000-08:00

whole of last week was like mugger week.mug my ass off.and finally ended on thurs.went for sleepover at nuch's house. :) pretty fun.after all the om spontaneous questions, all of us rushed geog, then played ps3, some CARBON car racing game. got damn addicted.challenged saniah then andy, who tried to play in the reverse car mode. xP yeap then couldn't sleep, we end up having wee hours snack, some small pretzels and wafflecrisps, it seems that's like our om's fave food.nxt day woke up like nearly 7, all of us were rushing to school, so cab down in the end.ROAD RUN! yay managed to get 6th.had to run so much, until my legs ached. i've never ran like i'm runnign for my life. determination was nearly disappearing every moment.

after road run, went back to nuch house again.the bus uncle cheated my feelings, said it would stop at the busstop opp ccab, end up turning into bible college, i end up have to walk all the way to nuch house, which is super deep in.esp after road run, my legs were killing me. ooo pop by adam's road food centre to say hi to the fellow 06ip06. :) at night went to support westwood sec school to support mg debate and they won UWC! :)

rachel: uncle, zhe ge qu jurong secondary school mah?

busuncle: huh? she mo? mei yo jurong secondary school!

rachel: huh! chum, ke shi wo peng you shuo shi jurong west school? 0.o

busuncle: ai yoh, ni shi shuo westwood secondary school, jiu you!

rachel: oh ya.jiu shi!

my direcetions are really bad. xP

saturday went for dance prac, after dance, had to rush to church, but was too tired, end up taking cab. mr dan embarrassed me, causing me to mistaken emily who ended up being some other maid. and too think i even wave at her! hahathe maid gave me a shocked look. xP after service, went to paste some stuff. heh i managed to slap ian tan twice.HAHA.since he violated my feelings. me and ian A were amused about that borat show.gosh it's really a dumb show, but hilarious. went for dinner after that with mag, ale, eunice, sarah, caleb, junyang. and guess wad junyang left kfc with everything except his bag. x) so blur!anws went to bbp, wanted to get a fat hamster. felt that my life was lonely, need a new companion.i miss my guinea pig.after that went to shop around.went home.

sunday went to orchard taka to watch danceworks and support seniors! great performances, was interesting to watch the solo girls and guys performances.looked like some cat fight.the guys got lots of cool breakdancing, girls alto of shaking.was pretty sad nj didnt get in, they were really great! but at the same time happy for our senior seniors!(purify) :D got 1st, really proud of them. :) will upload the video sometime after i get from char! after that went to walk around. went to starbucks with a few others.laugh alot,ate alot of cheesecake, drinking lots of coffee (caramel frappucino-heaven), and mostly laughing, till our ribs and butts hurt.and yes chuyun i bet starbucks really blacklisted us. heh.

me and chuyun were crazy and high.and so weird were the people around us. like we started laughing at some angmoh who din wear a bra, some guy in the poster who looks coughs! we witness some guy tickling his gf's butt????? HAHHAA. and some other joker tried stuffing a flyer down the back pocket of his friend.maybe it's just us.haha chuyun looked like a zebra and she was crossing the road.haha the idea is there.

then went to shop for chuyun's sis bday present.took neoprints.then went to meet my sis for dinner.omg i ate damn alot of jap food. lunch ate sashmi, night went to sushi tae and had sashimi again.heck i need to cut down! had a heart to heart talk with sis. God will always be there for you and so will I. :) cheerup!

monday today. after dance prac,went to smu to watch mr dan's choreographed dance by singapore ballet academy, hwa chong and Indanceity.The performances were great,just hoep for the best for our syf item, hopefully we can clinch gold. just slightly less then 1 month, we shall put in our best.and hope for the best.

alright! can't wait for tmr!njwd outing at sentosa.going to liyana's house to fry french fries and NOT potato strips. :)

pics!

the mugging table

comical shot

hmmm... x)

treasyre your hair before you go army! x)

ola, pink fbts?

mag and nike sportshoes and dunks.

ale!

mg debate!

i love nuch mirror.haha

haha saniah's such a pig. x)

nuch's attic!

san n chenxi sleepign together.omg sounds wrong. xP

another shot!scandalous!

ps3 and workin on geog

om group pic!

dad proppsing to my mum once again. :)

mag's pencil box

haha tkaen from hanakimi

wu zun!

last new year dinner with beu's family.

finally i get to eat loh heh.

thaanks beu!

hahaha justin.

beu's mum tied the string around her boobs? HAHA

see no evil.look at jevan's hair! haha

decade friends.

thanks beu for everything.

mirror!

i've got your runaway smile.

stay strong

2007-03-06T07:13:00.000-08:00

down to 3 more tests.can't wait.
phsyics was damn screwed today. ;(
maybe there were just too many things in my mind.
i need a break.
rachel, rachel stay strong.

were you crying?
maybe it was just a mistake about everything.
this is you

this is me.

2007-02-27T07:43:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BELATED SWEET SIXTEEN RAY MEI! :D

CAUTION: CAKE SMASHING IN MARCH HOLI!HAHA

STAY PRETTY TILL THEN! ^^

green day

2007-02-27T06:40:00.000-08:00

those missiontrip days...

introduction to ETERNITY members!

andy the prunee cum turtle

irene the you tiao + condensed milk yum

kelvin the chilli padi

david the bimbo cum ahma

two memborable boys

God's beautiful creation

sweet ^^

they just love the camera :D

still rmbered the time, matthew was saying putting fats in fire would help to creat bigger fire.we did that.haha our steamboat end up nearly catching fire! haha. x)

the sec school with good dancers x)

the girls!

man! i could have brought this little guy home.aint he cute? :D

during dance prac, we are almost there! a few more tiles till split! xD

ass week ahead! xP bleahs

last sat: went for family gathering at yvonne's house! was great catchign up with her after all these years. and it was just fun sitting at the playground, talking about our life and childhood days when aunty lesley used to be arnd. how she used to tickle us till we smile and the endless recipes, and homemade barbie doll bday cakes? haha i was end up licking all the chocolate.sounds wrong! haha. but i guess aunty lesley is with God now, in heaven watching over us. i missed those childhood days, where there was endless of fun.

sunday: went to sam's hoouse to do project.end up watching hanakimi epi 11 !xD hahaha that was when i started to get addicted! lol. and yeap heard the nice nice song by tank about angel. ^^ then went to town area to watch dori's musical "The coffe house" was really nice! haha although in chinese.but hey! i managed to understand. xD

hhaaha the song "shuo shuo shuo shuo ni ai wo" haha rings in my brain

group pic! :)

evil jan poked me while taking a pic, that the photo came out me with my mouth open. so unglam! then he tried putting a caterpillar on me. diaoo. it's amazing saw raymond after sooo long. haha.sue and mark the two lovebirds, sitting behind us! xP watched some true or dare dvd when i came back. x)

haha ytd's convo was awkwardly funny, coz eugene got attracted to my fake diamond earring. then he borrowed it and started to put it on his finger, like a ring. when he tried wearing it on his ear.boy he turned to a girl, but he's always one ^^ haha.

eugene: Diamonds are girls' best friend! (looks at my earring) HI BEST FRIEND!

my brain is dead. i need more muggger cells!
study study study. :(

bday surprise and kbox! :)

2007-02-22T07:47:00.000-08:00

tuesday:

kbox! :)

stupid kbox was daylight robbery of 22 bucks! haha. but it was funnn! :) haha

heard zhang li paid 40 bucks during cny? 0.o anws! went to queenstown in morning to get shoes.coz there was this damnn big hole in my sports shoeslyeap hahaha.you can put an egg in it, haha that's how big it was lol. yay! got some green axis sports shoes.got dunno wad gel pad.haha. :) pray it helps me in 2.4! x) then went to cinne to meet chloe, izzy and joey for kbox.

our nice karaoke tv. :)

then we started to get heated up in there. mann and dance like crazy! haha

cam whore like crazy...

of course izzy with her lovely grat voice :)

haha yay! me and chloe sang mice like rice.and guess wad joey and chloe were liek singing phantom of the opera?? HAHHA damn farni. we chose really weird songs. like HOT CROSS BUNS??? 0.o moments of magic! haha i was in the national day mood. x) heh. phantom of the opera was weird for me.haha. i was in distress. xP then dunno wad xmas cartoonish song izzy chose, that look damn cute.haha.sexy naughty bitchy me? oo and i like "everything you do" my M2M really nice. :) haha.

group pic! :)

after kbox, suppose to meet jan for a while at plaza sing, then he can treat me drink at tcc.so when we reached tcc. was waiting for seats? yeap, so managed to find.then sat down.thoguth jan ws making a call to his boyfriend.suddenly syahir pop out of the blue, and "POP"! he was sitting next to me. and i was like "hi" where did you come from? then he just gave his widest blur smile and look at his phone.i was like okaye.weird! haha.then grace suddenly started walking towards me, and i was hey! another one pop out of the blue.then zephy then eunice then joash. haha. jan came to sit down. sneakkkyy. haha. so from 2 became 7! haha :DD and surprise!. :) thanks guys for the belated bday surprise. xD thanks for the present and the cheesecake that was so sinful and evil and your din help me to eat much.tsk tsk. haha. :) thanks thanks! never felt so surprised. xP wanted to join them for movie.but watched ghost rider and norbit in malaysia, so din join them in the end. anwss THANKS! :D

oh yea went to send them off,then went to visit the music shop! looked at pedals, and buy picks! :)

sweeet

picks i bought! :) sigh lost one in the mrt x((

tcc

cake :)

dun take my pic! xP

my shot of jan's coffee and zep's face haha

haha syahir looks dman ah ma! tissue paper lol x)

cheese!

erm cheese!

shy

my cam damn blue xP

20 feb 07' a day to rmb :)

i love you like mice like rice.

HAHHAHAHAA.

:) life is a highway

2007-02-19T05:39:00.000-08:00

back from malaysia!!!

it seems like no one noes where seremban is! haha x)

anws here's pics from last week!

16 balloons

heart bday cake. :)

mg 4D doing cheer!

my loveliess

my trademark pose? hahaha

haha the sushi-errrs

this is how much we ate in less than 5 min

on the left side :)

me n chloe!

beu n cel ;D

THE TWO LOVE BIRDS :)

haha syl looks like she wanan kill someone xD

the right side :)

spas pose!

me,beu,cel

chopstick pose!

chopstick pose 2

beu and becky :)

aww joe looks excited!

haha blackmail! jk

haha this is how joe cuts the cake

everyone loves cheesecake

using chopsticks to eat cake? 0.o

flowers! :) they make me smile

salmon steak :)

sugar we're going down.

dad and the kitchen crew singing happy bday!

bday cupcake!

flowers :D

friday (16 feb 07):

went to school in morning for chinese new year celebrations. me n dav were like twins, almost wore the smae thing. xP anws assembly everyone exchange oranges.woots i managed to trade for a bigger one with ryan! :D and 06ip06 tradition was dav and bee juggling with the iranges.haha ownage peopl ownage. the went to hall for performances.tingzhi dance damn nice! can spot her and tongyi. ^^ also had gongfu show, wah the guy damn pro i heard, can go nationals. then also had malay danc, saniah and gwen rock the stage! ^^ and nj choir! go xuemin and eugene! :) then the 3 nj superstar finalists came to perform their singing itme. really nice add entertaining.oh congrats xian yong for winning! you were great on stage and so was yi qian nian yi hou! :) woho chriselle and ale were damn cute and had connection on stage man. x) the last girl, wah powerr. :)

after celbrations that ended damn early like 10 smth, went back to mg with mg cum nj juniors to visit!.man i miss all the 1d and 2d peopke. first one i saw ellie, then became so happy and high! then started ot meet more backstage. x) haha went to support 4D do their total defence cheer. :) after mg celebrations, stayed back in the 4D classroom, took pic sn playd surades! (heck dunno how to spell xP) anws it was fun! haha. :D then after that went to wheellock in town to celebrate joe's bday at sakae sushi.

we were like hungry piggs. like really.immediately when we sat down, we grabbed any plate we saw.haha. i pity the waitress serving our table. coz we order damn alot. liek izzy and her raw salmon sushi that came in 6 pairs, my soft shell crab and unagi sushi, beu's chawanmushi, chloe's scallop, cel's udon and tofu haha plus joe, becky they all also order alot. yes gorillas were we. we ate nearly like 100 plates!. damn bloated.plus we secretly got cheesecake for joe, and joe was so shy she blew out the candles when we started to sing happy bday. x) anws really enjoy being with all of them. each of them really made my days and put a smile on me. somehow i really really miss mg! :)

atfer that ran to zara to get dad's prezzie, and it was raining frogs and goats, so end up spending a long time there to avoid the rain, but was getting late, so i ran all the way in teh rain to paragon.had bday dinner for me and dad at rilly bombers? hahaha oh gosh i can't rmb wad the name was.anws halfway suddenly the whole kitchen crew came out and started to sing happy bday to me and my dad, gosh so embarrassing but was unusual experience. x) whoosh anws i enjoyed my last days in singpaore b4 goign to malaysia for cny! x)

sat to mon ( 17 to 19 feb 07):

went to malaysia seremban.mr eng thought i was lying, coz he thought that i was blur anyhow said i was going to seremban.seremban exsists ppl! haha. it's a small town, quite near melaka. yeap. anws it was a great time of bonding with fmaily and relatives.haha i swear my sis and dad can put a bomb in the country with their constant farting. like serious. i think the ones who suffered the most were me and my mum. THE HORROR!! okaye. must be their love for pig's stomach and onions.heh.anws aunt's baby girl jolin damn cute and pretty. her eyes bigger than goldfish can! xP my hong bao is...HAHAH NO COMMENTS. it's amusing that the fact is that it is also in ringgit.so you can imagine how much i got. xP haha. okaye i need to bargain for moree! x)

looking forward for tmr! gonan meet izzy,chloe,fang and joe for kbox! :)

anws was listening to sis ipod during the trip,

one song really spoke to me, it's called rescue by vertical music:

You are the source of the life

I can’t be left behind

No one else will do

I will take hold of You

I need You Jesus

To come to my rescue

Where else can I go

There’s no other name by

Which I am saved

Capture me with grace

I will follow You

This world has nothing for me

I will follow You

=) sweetest things

2007-02-15T06:51:00.000-08:00

hahaa so much to say.hope this post wun be super draggy.

but man this week has been the best days so far. :) thanks to everyone out there who has made it the best i ever had yeah! haha.

sunday:

went to church for dance.haha.then peter's dad gave us a lift to orchard.so me and joash went to get cookies.yes! he bought damn alot of famous amos, haha and yes i had subway's one ^^ soon syahir arrived.and mann those two are filled with laughing gas. tell them one joke next min. wadeva i say they laugh.haha weirdooss! and yess syahir would love to have those undies with "monday,tuesday,wed...sunday" on them! aren't they simply cute? lol.they also got the shirt ones. :) and i'm not WOLS! x) went to play arcaade whiel waiting for movie to start.haha i was first initially for the car race.until joash banged into my car.sednign my car flying.bish!! anws the maritonomy movie was not bad ehh! haha just that the ending was confusing.haha. and gosh there was one part of the movie the ghost suddenly grab the girl's hand.omg i got like the shock of my life.i think i scared joash and syahir! sorrie for grabbing!.i just get scared at sudden moments.ola the ghost is pretty! ^^ anws thansk guys for the wonderfulll sunday. :) whoosh dori's performance's coming sooon! yay :D

monday:

school tiring as usual.haha went for dance.then had to rush to westmall to meet clarence and ray for our post bday celebration.haha. i know where's burger king kayee. x) anws went to have dinner at sakae! haha the table we were sitting on kept on moving round and round. Clarence's a piggg! hhaaha me and ray had like only like 3 4 plates of sushi.and clarence had like 6 plates, plus some big fish. haha. cam whore! then wanted to watch movie, but the timings were bad. so we decided to go to the nice club near by!. gosh i love that club.still rmb had my wg gathering there b4 ^^. anws went there to play bowling.gosh i can hit more pins down when i dun concentrate.haha tyco! but then when i concentrate.esp clarence twinnie trying to teach me which dunno wad mark to look at the floor, i end up throwing in the long kang! x) embarrasssing. and ray's DAMNN pro can. he and calrence stirke dunno how many times. ate churros! finally after soo long. then went to arcade to play para para? haha. and wad the clarence dance better than me. haha. i need more practice! lol.

so me and ray wanted to surprise clarence with a cake,after all birthdays need cake!.haha so the plan was to ask them to wait for me while i pretended to go shit coz i suppose to have stomachache, but instead go buy the cake.haha this was how it went.

ray: hey rachel, do you feel your stomach's feeling weird?

( haha i wanted to laugh,coz it was obvious! xP ray the blur poot!)

rach: erm...yeaaaaaaaa, i think i need to... shit! i wanna shit! erm can your wait for me at the taxi stand! damn urgent! (rushes to buy cake)

at the break talk counter:

rach: sorrie do your have a lighter?

salesgirl: sorrie we dun have.hmm maybe you can go down to shop and save to get.

rach: ohh nvm thanks! (rushes to mos burger)

rach: excuse me do your have a lighter

saleguy: sorrie we dun have.

so i was at the point, nvm about the fire.and guess wad when i turn around i saw ray and clarence sitting at mos burger tables! hahaa so the surprise erm went weird.lol.should have look at ray's sms. x) anws the cake still survive.hahaa. :) happy belated bday twinnie! and soon to come me and soon to come ray.

wednesday: official bday! yay! thanks everyone for the incoming smses!!! thanks jon lee and syahir for calling in! :Dthansk izzy,cel, vicky, joe, chloe, syljewel,dan,branalex,rachel,crystal,hongyew,michelle, yi ren and a few otherss!.haha.and also for the prezzies! thansk ting (i love the necklace!),huiting & dav,sammy & lou for the la senza bra and tong! hahaa :D and the nice earrings, char&avril&chuups&liyana for the 2 panties hahaa.yay my secret admirers rightt.lol,wenloong flowerstufftoy!, xianyong thanks for the balloon!, sneha, mortal for dreamy choc, shujun! and other peeps for the valentine's chocolates, sweets, flower. ( i think i'm becoming a piggg too).plus chinese new year coming! xP

after dance prac, wasn't sure who too meet, anws sorrie jann, we'll have a day to go have a drink soon!.went to bugis with char to meet clarence and a few others.mann they went ot watch movie, so had to wait for them.bish.anws thanks char for talking and keeping me company. :) thasnk everyone for making this year's bday special to my heart. :)

can't wait to see mg peeps on friday! woots! :D joe's bday lunch! YAY.
okie going to malaysia soon.wun be back till tues.till then will blog hmm soon.haha. :D

picsss!

dancers are athletes of God

told yea i bite!

yunzhang and gab!

nat-cam shy boy!

twinnie.me.char ( my hair looks like shtye after dance xP)

me,syahir n joash

green freaks!

xP!

random camera shots!

youtiao!

lou,me,sam!

retards!funny pic x)

twinnie and mei

bday boy!

ray's score!

clarence and my score.dun laugh!

coz, i score quite high for the first two,then deproved. xP

maucks.eww

act cute? haha

act retarded!

the fight begins!

the sweetest things in life

happy 16th to me! :D

2007-02-13T09:11:00.000-08:00

yay! :) officially 16! haha no more sneak ins! haha :)

HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY TO EVERYONE :) yay! i feel old, and taller! hahaa. anws thanks for all the bday wishes from aletheia (woho our bdays are pretty close tgt ^^), jan ( kor! haha toking to you now.woho drink treat!), adrian (dear mortal haha yes SMILE,yay got dreamy!), becky ( mg BESTIEE!!!), Fang ( the queeen haha meet up soon!), tingzhi ( my dear good listener :) may we encourage our spiritual walks with the lord tgt :D ) Samy ( thanks dear! i got your sitting pose! heh ) Shirley ( SEAWEED!), Grace (pokess! badminton!) Wei liang (thanks for the bday post ^^), kelvin ( mouse! haha), hui ting ( BESTIEE!!-nj), Mah ( HOTarse! thansk for the first bday call!haha), Lava ( CHINESE CLASSMATE :D ), Dav ( yay gonna hear your corny laughter tmr ^^ ), andy (hi neighbourrr!!!), zestin (xiao didi.get well soon!), hk (haha same age for now,but yoru still 1 year older xD ), samuel ( thanks for waiting till 12!), stan ( motherfathers!), eunice (love yea too!), liyana biana ( haha in the midst of physics project lol jia you!), sharon (greetings from singapore!), joash ( jia you!! haha.you are still small hee), ian (belated bday testimonial!), mag (meii!)and few more others.thanks guys! also to all my mg friends (cel,beu,syl,joe,vicky,becky,chloeee...list go on!) can't wait to see you guys on friday! ^^

haha will blog about sunday another time,thanks joash and ezekiel for a great time! monday: thanks ray n twinnie! tuesday: EVERYONE! haha :)

most importantly, thanks to my fmaily.who barge into my room at 11.37pm 13th feb 2007, coz mama wanted to sleep early haha so early surprise? haha dad was damn farni, came into the room so damn enthu, started to make partying noise and kicks balloons into my room. x) hahaha.then sis came in with her ahma purpl pjs! haha mama came in with the small heartshape cake.yay! haha. sang bday song, which seem off key hahaha must be dad! HAHAHA.but thanks. your the best family i could ever had. :) thanks jie for blowing up the balloons, and the bday present. yay! sexy rainbow *******! hahaha. :) wanted to take a family pic, but they were like nooo.coz they felt they look unglam in pjs xD haha. LOVE YOUR TO BITS!

:D

2007-02-10T06:33:00.000-08:00

let the pics do the talking!

:D
haha wanna donate to the retards fund? haa
sorrie couldn't help hahaa.junyang looks like he's admiring aletheia x)
look closely! you will see a plaster plunge in the middle! hahaa
there's is more to mathematics.esp when mr eng was actaully calculating the radius of HAHAHA.
cheok! the alien!
my fault? haha
pucker hahaa.wenloong just taught me a new word xP
two!
five!
one!
two? hahha again?

^+:everybody tries to put a love on the line:/

woho! pack week! :) woho i can do one guy pull up! yay! haha and my standing broad jump improved. ^^ 185! last time was like shyte. xP today serivce was pretty farni.esp discussion time.hahaa wad's ian's fave pasttime? staring at girls! hahaa.he admit looking 5 times, but he's gonna cut down to two times.HAHAHA. and i haven't bish ian for putting my water bottle into someone shoes instead of passing to me! gross :x haha me and jonathan couldn't help laughing when he said "okaye erm let's skip and go on to the next question" haha cutte. woho.may i enjoy this week and next week, till the real term 1 exmas starts :( bleahs.hahaa.

oh yeaa! alos ent to do project today.then went to get shujun's model thingy at dover mrt.haha.then eugene was telling some reallly diao funny jokes:

eugene: the world SUCKS, if not we will be floating xp

and he told another sick one.haha shant' say here.

woho!4 more days till 16. i can't believe time passes so fast. x)

woho nc16 movies. ^^ yay dun need to sneak in anymore lol.

thanks ppl for the early bday wishes.haha.

haha samuei's so corny! xP

L.I.F.O.S - Za1 - «#»ŞăMũĚl™«#» CoUld It bE u? says:
i see u take pic of back= sexyback =s
*rachεl-RACHEL™ * how many marshmallows can you stuff? =D says:
HAHHAA
omg so lame xD
L.I.F.O.S - Za1 - «#»ŞăMũĚl™«#» CoUld It bE u? says:
....k lo
L.I.F.O.S - Za1 - «#»ŞăMũĚl™«#» CoUld It bE u? says:
sorry sorry
L.I.F.O.S - Za1 - «#»ŞăMũĚl™«#» CoUld It bE u? says:
i shall run 2.4 for u to see ^^

i need more than red bull!

2007-02-07T06:44:00.000-08:00

haha i wonder how mr tan got his harry potter scar on his forehead.HAHA. he says he was spinning around and around and eugene guessed he was prolly clubbing hahaha.spinning around till he prolly hit smth. x) I learn smth eat lunch b4 dance! HAHA. today i had to survived from papaya and barley which was my lunch, to find myself feeling weak during dance. my yet woho almost complete. i think the gate uncle hates us. xD haha.he was like chasing after us coz he din wan us to use the maingate just bcoz it was passed 8? 0.o HAHA thank God we din see the flasher.mann. i think zhang yun, ryan, chi tarng and wen hao just loves my surname. lowwww.hahaha i know your do-oo. mr dan! i hoep you find a girlfriend by next wed. x) haha then we might be able to have dance on another day instead of my bday. sobs haha.oh wells. maybe can celebrate after that ^^ i think caal period was damn dun, coz me and shujun got damn bored we started to take spass pics. x) will upload pics soon!

man i'm aching from splitting. came back damn late, coz 67 took so long to come.ooo saw didi on the bus! haha, but like only saw him coz he said hi when i was boarding off. xP mr eng is sucha joker. xD

anws good luck tooo allll o'level peeps who are gonna get back their results on friday! :) esp you.

Man i sure miss orientation mass dance, came across the youtube link just now. x) haha. spot me n shu ming!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WbdjiLsokp0&mode=related&search=

hahaha shu ming's trade mark cheer.coz he simply loves exchanging the guy role with the girl role.haha anws we rock on "cha cha" king.LOL. x)

afreshhhhhh :)

2007-02-06T06:41:00.000-08:00

if i could live in the childhood memories...

i was younger then,

living a life of innocence.

life seem perfect.

happy.

but

now

it boils down to

a memory i can look back on.

it's weird how a chinese class and actually speak to my soul.weird.weird weird weird.we were discussing about some comprehension topic on losing things and gaining things. and lao shi was saying at in the process of losing, we actually gain? haha weird to translate to english, looks more chim in chinese. and she asked eugene a question, if eugene liked this girl alot but she was with another guy, would he give up? and eugene say he would.i was there b4.been thru before.and i can't believe that i actually managed to let go. *pats head* haha. then lao shi was using bi yu and saying how the world of love we live in is like a forest, it depends whether you wanna stick to a tree or choose another tree.and then lao shi suddenly said this that hit me which was it's no point keeping smth you dun have.then i began to think thru the year 2006. a year of surprises but yet broken promises.sometimes i felt that i shouldn't have said some words that changed the our reality, but somehow God made me understand that he had a purpose for things to happen.Things happen for a reason. A reason to mould me, a reason to make me stronger through broken tears, a reason for me to live on life to my fullest. and amazing at the end i smile at the end-product.

I guess life is filled with colours. it just a matter of which colour we wish to use to paint our lives with. was looking thru my drawer just now, began to read all my letters, the song that i wrote for you, and small little things that i had collected when i was a child, and all i just did was smile foolishly.haha dunno why.then i started to have inspiration and composed another song. :) lalala.mum said she could hear me singing from my room. x) haha but hu cares. haha. i feel happy when i start singing to myself, and it's smth that God bless me with.can't imagine living in a world without songs, it's like living in a world with strangers.

i'm still thank God for breakthroughs and tough tides.coz if not i would prolly be a measely ball of pea-fragile & squashable. okaye i, rachel low shall

restart this day afresh. :) trading yesterday for today.not worrying about tomorrow because tomorrow will worry about itself.ollaa

it was the saturday fever.too much cheese.

till everyone became cheesy. x)

*sweetest thing*