Monday, August 15, 2005

11:28 PM

haha i shall write NICELY this time...coz come to think of it my posts are quite messy.
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follow your heart.
listen to its heartbeat.
maybe you would find your answer.

the whole njc thingy makes me think like hell. It's so depressing...but i'm so glad God put this song in my head to tell me that although i dunno what plans or will he has for me, i will never walk away because MY FUTURE IS IN HIS HANDS.

i believe that God would guide me through this, whether i might like it there or not, God will always be there to help and to be there for me when my world falls apart. So i hope that anyone out there who is still wondering about whether to go to the iP thingy at njc...follow your heart...seek God and maybe he would provide you the answer.

but the whole depressing thing is about whether i can adapt there...would i be able to make friends???would it be tough??? i'm really going to miss everyone in mgs...

the thought of leaving is like a part of me being wrenched away, because i dun wan to leave the beautiful prints my friends has left me through my years of friendship in mgs. the FUn and LaughTer tears and joys we shared...all these made great impacts in my life and mould my character and i dun wan to leave this memories. these happie thoughts. i wan to be happie...i dunno if i would be happie at njc...hopefully i will.

i guess i made up my mind.
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this is a hilarious scene---

Chloe: (leaning on jialin's shoulder laughing, probably at my lame jokes =DD)

jialin: omg your laughter is tickling my armpits! ai yoh so ticklish!

chloe: (laughs harder, beulah was doing her "breathing problems" laugh, me and becky were laughing like crazy too) lolx
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i LOVE cocoa trees biscuits chocolates =D
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i'm NOT ah lian!!

really!!

i dun act like one.
i dun dress like one.
i ain't that pai too... =)

even nicol says i'm not =)
haha so i'm not...i dun think i m one either...

i just wan one more ear pierce on my left ear...no one would bother seeing it...it feels so empty there...i must feel that gap with another one...

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freaky but me and celine has the SAME zara skirt...how freaky and cool is that?? hahas hmm i think we got good taste haha =D
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BEUALH is hilarious lol especially when she told me becky chloe and jia lin about hmph hmp harmpit thingy lolx hahs, omg i'm starting to laugh again...lol ok shant blog about it...SECRET SECRET...haha =)

you are the soundtrack of my summer♥