i believe in miralces!yes i do. i'm so glad my prayers are answered. praise be with God. ^^
you are the soundtrack of my summer♥
5:32 AM
sorting thoguhts out
haha 2nd set of pics coming soon ^^
i realised these few days since the start of monday,it was a week of torture,yet with smiles. dunno why maybe my mum was suffering from seriosu menopause this week, her temper is like soo bleah.the minute i step in the car she nags a hell lot.like ALOT and i sometimes dun like it when she repeats the past,it's like she tells me to let bygones be bygones and then the next moment she nags the past.and i've been hearing the same thing.sometimes words she said pierced my heart and i dunno, it has also affected my spiritual life and sometimes i ask got, why can't my mother just be nice? but i'm so glad that God place my dad in my life.
gosh talking to my dad was like talking to some expierenced counsellor. and i realise in spite of all my mum's naggin i failed to realise the good points that she had done for me secretly. and i began to feel sorry towards what i felt towards her.i still remember the day on tuesday.the rain seemed to be a trail of tears. never knew that walking in the rain would help me realise alot of stuff.lots of thinking and the song that came to my head was "All I've failed to be" by sonicflood.i guess i have failed to be a good daughter,praying that i would strengthen my relationship with my mum. ^^
I'm praying Lord break me I'm praying Lord take me I'm praying Lord make me All I've failed to be
was troubled by some stuff going around in class,but praise the lord, i guess things fall in place for now. :) so i thank God for pulling my class back together again.^^ it's hard when misunderstandings arise.
i also began to realise true friends. thanks gero,davina,cheoky,ting for the msgs,thanks youtiao,chuyun and liyana,haha just seeing you guys at dance made me smile.^^ and arvil for hearing me out when i was weighed down my so my things and i felt so much better talking to you,and the encouragement,thanks prayer budd! :) thanks for other people who tried cheering me up on msn. <33s! i'm so thankful God place friends in my life,and i couldn't ask for more, coz you are everything to me.
anws tuesday turn out quite cheerful after while,went to jeletar cold storage early to buy smth for nicol farewell surprise party.n i stupidly stopped at 2 busttops away so end up walking a long distance. xD haha.i saw jacinta from singapore idol.heh!.then i realised that nicol should clear his bowel system b4 goign to usa, so i bought a papaya.bump into joash at cold storage.helped me picked ribbon for the papaya.haha then i drew a face on it.how cute.haha i also bought prunes for him to eat on the plane,so he can shit out the airplane food.HAHA. :D talked for a while till his bus came.and guess what, cel,becky and beu hadn't arrived.hehehe. xD so i slept for a while,then becky called me.they were 45 min late! haha. xD but anws we were trying to write a speech for him. ^^ haha
nicol was sort of surprised,haha yeap,showed him a powerpoint, gave him a shirt, a papaya and prunes.^^ haha. we were once airheads but nicol filled our brains.heh. xD thanks nicol!!we luv you always!!
is it dumb liking someone if the person can't like you back?maybe it's a strain on the feelings tt cause us to hold on to the person.but knowing you is already a blessing. i can't believe he looked at me with a glance that left me hanging there,wondering was there smth wrong with me?somehow i know you know.it was embarrassing went we bumped.blushes that went and gone.i think maybe you are hiding from me.i hate it. :(
sucha retarded convo with a les.hahaha. xD
‗‗†‗YPM‗†‗‗HIII!!! i am JAN and I JUST LOST MY LEGS..? says: chi.. GO pek.. haha ‗‗†‗YPM‗†‗‗HIII!!! i am JAN and I JUST LOST MY LEGS..? says: RACHEL ‗‗†‗YPM‗†‗‗HIII!!! i am JAN and I JUST LOST MY LEGS..? says: haha ‗‗†‗YPM‗†‗‗HIII!!! i am JAN and I JUST LOST MY LEGS..? says: its CHI KO PEK *rachεl-RACHEL* i'm so gonna have you ^^ says: it's chi go pek! ‗‗†‗YPM‗†‗‗HIII!!! i am JAN and I JUST LOST MY LEGS..? says: its sound another thing la haha *rachεl-RACHEL* i'm so gonna have you ^^ says: wad other menaing lol? *rachεl-RACHEL* i'm so gonna have you ^^ says: it's chi go pek!!!^^ ‗‗†‗YPM‗†‗‗HIII!!! Abiboy HAS JUST LOST MY LEGS..? says: CHI GO PEK = Chinese(cantones) Go Peak ‗‗†‗YPM‗†‗‗HIII!!! Abiboy HAS JUST LOST MY LEGS..? says: chi ko pek = Pervert.. *rachεl-RACHEL* i'm so gonna have you ^^ says: haha omg so nott!!! *rachεl-RACHEL* i'm so gonna have you ^^ says: chi go pek sounds so much nicer ^^ ‗‗†‗YPM‗†‗‗HIII!!! ABIBOY HAS JUST LOST HIS LEGS..? n Might have lost his golls.. says: CHI GO PEK *rachεl-RACHEL* i'm so gonna have you ^^ says: CHI GO PEK!!! *rachεl-RACHEL* i'm so gonna have you ^^ says: haha o..k..lol ‗‗†‗YPM‗†‗‗HIII!!! ABIBOY HAS JUST LOST HIS LEGS..? n Might have lost his golls.. says: then wad do u expect.. ‗‗†‗YPM‗†‗‗HIII!!! ABIBOY HAS JUST LOST HIS LEGS..? n Might have lost his golls.. says: I AM A LES TOO *rachεl-RACHEL* i'm so gonna have you ^^ says: hahah duh!!! *rachεl-RACHEL* i'm so gonna have you ^^ says: if you are les means you like girls *rachεl-RACHEL* i'm so gonna have you ^^ says: isn't that wad guys suppose to like hehehehe! ‗‗†‗YPM‗†‗‗HIII!!! ABIBOY HAS JUST LOST HIS LEGS..? n Might have lost his golls.. says: EXACTLY U GAY *rachεl-RACHEL* i'm so gonna have you ^^ says: haha thankew i noe i m ^^
OMG PAPAYAS MAKE A PERSON'S BOOBS BIGGER!!???wth BATHING AFTER EATING WILL MAKE YOU HAVE A BIGGER TUMMY????!!!haha.gosh. xD
you are the soundtrack of my summer♥
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rachel
14 FEB 91
sweet child of God.
njc06ip06
i want you to be a twit! :D
