service was great. could relay feel myself into the heart of worship i guess cause have been missing worship everytime cause always come youth later part as syf prac ends when youth starts.but today could just sing praise to the lord, and i just felt all my fears and anxieties of syf just flow away. syf is like 2 days away, my nervous cells are becoming MORE nervous, till the point they tell you cant do it. but i shall fight that thought, let God take the wheel of the performance and for his glory we shall push ourselves to achieve gold with honest. takes faith to believe i guess. :) just really hope my christian life aint falling apart. i feel far way from God, to a point i feel fragile at times.maybe i'm just following time as it rots, not knowing whether i could reach for God's touch once again.

maybe fear made friends with me.but i'm trying to breakaway.i want back my life.

today was really great! haven't been so happy till today, like felt so relax for once.after service went to pizza hut.while we were waiting fo rour pizza, we started playing those psychis games.LOL and hhaha SOMEONE chose tiger that has sex like 60 times a day! ZOMG.lol.and aletheia also had a story ended up i chose the speed of the waterfall to be 10, and haha i shall not elaborate further. xP joash and syahir came along,showing us magic tricks! woho. yes! i managed to guess! woho.i inspire to retire as a magician.coolness!

after that went to bbp starbucks, met ian,tits,kel,nic,caleb,gal and sab. Me, lisa and kristy gone hyper with the caramel frap craze, but decided to order the new flavour banana java, which was not bad la.the guys made me call this free girls hot line, haha cuase they wanted to see if got any hot girl pick up, end up some computerized voice.LOL.omg starbucks has like #$^&* newspapers.the rabbit and merlion.wth haha.then we started camwhoring.mag got crazy of my arse.HAHA.and yes kristy took a very very nice picture. woho. after that bused home with krisy poo.

oo kid's meal