6:41 AM
afreshhhhhh :)
if i could live in the childhood memories...
i was younger then,
living a life of innocence.
life seem perfect.
happy.
but
now
it boils down to
a memory i can look back on.
it's weird how a chinese class and actually speak to my soul.weird.weird weird weird.we were discussing about some comprehension topic on losing things and gaining things. and lao shi was saying at in the process of losing, we actually gain? haha weird to translate to english, looks more chim in chinese. and she asked eugene a question, if eugene liked this girl alot but she was with another guy, would he give up? and eugene say he would.i was there b4.been thru before.and i can't believe that i actually managed to let go. *pats head* haha. then lao shi was using bi yu and saying how the world of love we live in is like a forest, it depends whether you wanna stick to a tree or choose another tree.and then lao shi suddenly said this that hit me which was it's no point keeping smth you dun have.then i began to think thru the year 2006. a year of surprises but yet broken promises.sometimes i felt that i shouldn't have said some words that changed the our reality, but somehow God made me understand that he had a purpose for things to happen.Things happen for a reason. A reason to mould me, a reason to make me stronger through broken tears, a reason for me to live on life to my fullest. and amazing at the end i smile at the end-product.
I guess life is filled with colours. it just a matter of which colour we wish to use to paint our lives with. was looking thru my drawer just now, began to read all my letters, the song that i wrote for you, and small little things that i had collected when i was a child, and all i just did was smile foolishly.haha dunno why.then i started to have inspiration and composed another song. :) lalala.mum said she could hear me singing from my room. x) haha but hu cares. haha. i feel happy when i start singing to myself, and it's smth that God bless me with.can't imagine living in a world without songs, it's like living in a world with strangers.
i'm still thank God for breakthroughs and tough tides.coz if not i would prolly be a measely ball of pea-fragile & squashable. okaye i, rachel low shall
restart this day afresh. :) trading yesterday for today.not worrying about tomorrow because tomorrow will worry about itself.ollaa
it was the saturday fever.too much cheese.
till everyone became cheesy. x)
you are the soundtrack of my summer♥
