Sunday, April 16, 2006

2:13 AM surprise!!!

sat:

went for dance prac in the morning. then while waiting for the ballet guys to come,then me, liyana,chu yun and arvil were just chilling.haha and we were toking like first thing that a guy sees in a girl is "sweet" and for girls is that the guy must be "patient". xD haha i must make sure my future boyfriend is not so shuai if not all girls' will qiang, but also cannot be so ugly. xD but i definitely wan a guy who can make me laugh. ^^

which option would you choose?
1) a guy that sweet talks "you are my sun....."
2) a guy that does not sweet talk,but you noe that each of you share a love that is beyond words.

anws then when for church band prac.then prepare for service, the sermon sort of related to me.i somehow i knew the river of passion that i had for God was once overflowing, but now it seems rather dry and lifeless.mayb my christian walk with God is getting drier. when matt asked us to rate our walk, i knew my rate was going to be low.somehow i just dun have time for qt and i hate myself for that. God has time for me, yet it seems i dun have time for me, is it fair to him? God said he wun forsake us, yet i'm here forsaking him. when school starts life is different again, i go back to usual habits and when sat comes, i just walk into his sanctuary feelin burdened with alot of stuff, then i let it all out in God's pressence, hopfeully that things will change for the better, but this pressing hope slowly fades, and it's like a cycle.how can i come in brokenness for a day, and forget about my promise to him for the rest of the week.it sucks.and i wish i had someone there to understand me. I know God understands me, but can he hear me? :(

thanks magg for the rose. :) i feel touched. and i just wanna let you noe that i will always be there for you. ^^you can have my shoulder to cry.

after service, went to hang out with the rest for dinner. and the whole tms ppl were just sitting in front of us gorging on their dinner, while i was eating fruits with aletheia, it was practically sittign in temptation island! and i pity amos, he still has to swallow 10 noco and act pills. HAHA.omg i somehow my primary school ezlink got passed around again so embarrassing! i look like a depressed child, and stupid peter was immitating me, i din look that bad..or did i? hope not xD thanks jaime for letting me eat yonr ice.ooo and hopefully clarice can find out when acjc and ac barker idol is, gonna go with jaime and maybe yi ren and mark will tag along.

oooo went to eat at bukit panjang plaza with my family at some chinese restaurant that had really good softshell crab, in fact all the food we ordered were super oily. xD

gosh bukit panjang plaza's toilets are really sucky, here i am wearing heels running around the basement and the 2st and 2nd level trying to find a toilet that is available. and stupidly they seem to have only 2 toilets!! screw the toilets man, under cleaning progress,argh. :(

at night went to surprise my sis! haha i made my dad dress up as a fairie, makign him wear a fairie wings and holding a wand. xD i noe so mean, but that role simply fitted him, my mum was roaring with laughter.haha then we pranked my sis, and giving her a broom for her present.then my mum was like " haha congrats you can go clean your room!" and my mum also had this crazy idea, instead of putting "happy bday" on the cake she put "merry christmas"???!!! HHAHA it was so stupid...we end up laughin and laughin, so the whoel story line ws prettaye screwed but haha but it was fun :) (will post up the pics soon ^^)

i sneaked an illegal immigrant into my house!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha jk..it was my sis friend, cel, who came to my house at 12 midnight to surprise her. xD hehehe.

you are the soundtrack of my summer♥


1:43 AM esplanade

me n family :)

inside esplanade.sssh haha dun think i suppose to take. :D

before the showw :)

friday:

this week had been quite tiring for me, with all dance practices which were prettaye fun! :D but tiring..yay! and chi tang..treated us gelare ice cream..so sweet of him! thanks chi tang!! i din want to watch firewall, coz the old man was acting..i mean like eeewww why would some 30 year woman marry a nearly 60 year old man.gross..they should like use brad pitt to act or smth...haha but the show was alright.wanted to watch take the lead or that 3 horror jap shows. xD

friady night went to watch westside story!!!! don get it wrong not the "song wu kong" or "5566" show. went to esplanade. and omg we got like the freaking balcony! i mean the view was not bad.we had a close view of the actors and actresses but like we had to liek twist our bodies and lean over the railings throughout the whoel thing..nad seriously some parts my dad said that we could noe see the girls' legs! xD haha but i quite enjoyed it. :) gosh the drinks are super ex. 12 dollars for 3 pathetic small glass bottles of mango juice.

oh yea it was quite embarrssaing..coz like b4 i left house i wore my jeans despite noeing the button was going to come off soon.so b4 the show, we went toilet.omg then the horror comes..and contains explicit content. haha jk.but like when i was gonna pull down my jeans, omg the freaking button...like practically drop and it rolled to some cubicle next door.i was like shiatttttt! yea so i was like waiting outside all the cubicles holding my jeans that seemed liek they were gonna drop, and just waiting and waiting for the females to go out of the cubicle so that i can check if the button was there.i felt like some stalker xD. it was so embarrassing!and thankfully this indian lady who came out fromt eh cubicle next to me, asking me if that was my button. i was like blushing. omg i really hope that DOESN'T happen to me again. just my luck.

wed: i'm happy that we finally made eye contact. ^^ will looking 3 secs in the eye have a spark btw the 2? i remembered everything.

you are the soundtrack of my summer♥