usual school events hahha.GC was quite fun.hahaha we had to go around finding ppl who had fitted the description. then there was one description "wears a watch while bathing"haha i mean wth who wears watches when bathing..!!! hahaha except eugene...who's mole is the sundial.hahaha."hate insects" RACHEL.yes me. :) hahaa and thank God lakshmi hated chocolates.coz i was all the signatures then mr eng saboed me and tested me.sigh embarassed myself.couldn't een remember zhangli's hometown xD it's tian jin!!! i noe ^^yay i know that huiting cooks soup.haha.but i just din like it when i had to anncounce my maths results.i mean it's prettaye personal.
then went to kap with tingzhi after school. ^^ hahha we were like so near some group of hwa chong guys who kept glaring at our direction.haha and we sort of prank sms. xD and then got a prank call.ooo met mgs peeps!!miss their faces.haha and gace angeey a hug :D i realised that sji guys cna be quite freaky coz i was taking bus home.then when i reached the busstop,this freaking sji guy like gave me this wadeva look.eyes like soo big.felt like pulling them out.haha wth as if i'm some alien he never saw before??!
thurs:
yay school ended earlyy!! then went out with saniah and gwenn to simply bread.hahhaa and gwen i tell you gwen is high in cholestrol and like saltphilic..so is saniah!! haha so gwen couldn't finish her chicken so she started to go cranky and start like shaking more and more and more salt until it look like snow xD...then she made all of us try.hahaa i spat mine out.damn gross.hahaha and gwen wanted to try super pepper cabbage. hahaha and poor me and saniah were the victims. xD couldn't join them to eat venezia ice cream so took a bus home and gosh saw michael teng on the way home.
actually i dun even noe how i managed to blog this despite my mood now.i only had the happy events of the day to keep me writing and now that i'm done i still noe i'm not alright. i din expect it to happen.and i'm pissed that it happen.now that my heart is torn apart. why can't you listen to MY side?it's like wad's your * problem in not like letting me tell myside? you just brush me off and talk about the past?for you.now i realised you haven't change one bit.i thought you did.but today just proved everything wrong.sometimes i feel that i dunnoe you and sometimes i wished that you were never part of my life.somehow the past was miserable with you around but yet it was other happy memories that kept me going on.well thanks for the happy memories but now * you.coz wad happen made me think of the times you made me cry.times you just ignore the silent screams of my tears, making me wanna hurt.but i thank God being there so that i wouldn't done foolish.well those words you said has just pierced the very core of my heart.you must be sooo happy that you got things your way.well congragulations.you just broke my heart again.i dun even noe if i wanna forgive you.wad i need now is time to pick up the pieces one by one myself.i wasted every tear on you.argh...but.maybe both of us change.but right now i'm praying to God,that everything will be fine.that somehow i will wake up and forget wad happen.why not start anew.why can't you just change?????is it askin alot?????????????just love me for who i am.for another one.i wish you were here.then maybe i could have a shoulder to wipe a tear on,to noe that somehow you will be behind me always.pls God, take it all away.
There's something missing I know it's missing again And I know you're tired Cause I'm so tired all day There's someone missing I keep on struggling Everyone's kicking me Back and forth, and I Think I'm getting tired of everything Bleed for me
you are the soundtrack of my summer♥
JUSTME♥
rachel
14 FEB 91
sweet child of God.
njc06ip06
i want you to be a twit! :D
