Monday, May 29, 2006

7:27 AM red rain =)

RED RAIN CONCERT ROCKKK!!!!

omg and it was like coughss...someone's church!! haha thank God i din see him.if not it would just be so awkard and evil huiting was hoping she could she him..wth haha...dun curse me! xD

well,met twinsie at plaza first.haha i luv her natural brown hair!! i thought she dyed it at first,but she din...i wan her hair colour.so cool!!! :D we were walkign arnd on the journey to in food.haha it was SINFULLL seeing all the balls of chocolates and KETchep chips! haha couldn't decide wad to eat until i finally bought takopachi BALLS!!!! haha octpus and ham and cheese YUM!then met sexy huiting.haha WHO SAID MY SLIPPERS LOOK AUNTIE??!! hahaa..!
ooo me and twinsie also found this reallly reallly nice christian noteboook..i wanna get my hands on it! xD

met the rest of the group after that...it was preattye big..and they were saying like only 1 over 25 th people were here.so i guess the youth must be really big!was great meeting new ppl..bus 16 took a while to come and it was really cram in the bus.hahs thank God twinsie was holding onto me and huiting was holding onto me,if not she might fall on the old man xD haha.

guy: your going red rain concert?
me: yeap!
guy: hey do you think winnie the pooh is cute
me: 0.o
girl: haha omg no!
me: haha i think barney is cuter :D
girl: see barney is hawter!

anws the concert was really good!..thanks twinsie for helping me get the tix from a really NICEE and friendly senior! haha she said i was friendly! hhaha :) i guess the ppl from heart of god church were really warming and just felt prettaye welcomed,although a bit weird.haha our group was ALOTTTT of st nics girls! haha and some of them said i look like one st nicks girl...hmm maybe i have the st nics look??? :) and i think the video person took a video of me and my youtiao clingin onto each other..haha so embarassing! xD

me and huiting were sort of high at differeent parts.coz like i started feeling all hyped up and started jumpin and huiting wun jump..then i stop jumping then huiting gets hyped up and starts jumpin.hahaa!

anws it came to one song i think it was call new day...yeap it was talking about the cross and rain pouring down..and i somehow suddenly pictures myself in this alley, where i was handcuffed with chains and the rain just kept on piercing down...and i was like crying and trying to breakfree..it felt so strained and empty. and then the guy said the only way to find meaning in life is to have a personal relationship with God.and i noe my relationship with my heavenly father aint strong...so i felt so far and trapped in my own world without realising that there is someone who could take it all away. hutiting asked if i was crying..i felt like crying..but i din physicallly, but i knew my heart was crying...thinking through stuff. :(

but after the concert and everything, i just had this fresh realization that i have a God far greater than anything and he will be the meaning in my life. :) just like wad yi ren's nick was..press on.i must press on in pursuing his love! :D

met my family for dinner.haha and ate wad beijing food? haha it was not bad i guess..but i dun think i'm into chinese food sometimes..esp SOUPS!!! haha.

i can feel your pressence here with me.suddenly i'm lost within your beauty.covered in the lostness of your touch.here in this moment i surrender to you.
RAIN DOWN ON ME

you are the soundtrack of my summer♥